Am I Crazy?

March 24, 2005

I got an email this morning from my team leader. He wanted to know if I knew about this Internet Ministry conference that is happening in Budapest, Hungary. I did find out and it yesterday. I had heard about it several months ago and it was suppose to happen in February.

I did not know many of the details before. As I looked it over, it was something I would be very interested in being a part of. But I would have to leave a week from Friday. I found out that my office would cover it. But the timing does not seem right. It would come in between taking a week off to work on fund raising for our ministry and taking a trip to Atlanta the second week of April for the same purpose. Plus my mom may be having surgery in April and I would like to be able to fly up and be with my family during that.

I can’t believe that I even considered it. It would be fun to go to Budapest. I have several friends there that I would like to see and it is a special place. I still can’t believe we are going to go this summer to Hungary. I thought that was crazy. How much more would this be?

I don’t think that it is going to happen. But I am looking to God and He could change things. Am I living by faith by being open to possibilities or just being crazy.